Runaway train

Recently i always listened to a song from soul asylum

which best describe my temporarily lost called "runaway train"

i am taking out the chorus of the song,

"Runaway train never going back
Wrong way on a one way track
Seems like I should be getting somewhere
Somehow I'm neither here no there"

make me feel like i was a boat at the middle of the river without paddle,

struggling hard,

not up and not down.

but

a blew of wind or a push of current,

i am moving,

forward or backward,

dont care.

i am MOVING.