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I want to thank all my coursemate for accompanying me 4 years in my university life.
Thank,
I learn a lot from you all.
Every single of you have the unique personality that cherish every moment in the dull uni life.
Boon-you are the most joyful girl and the best sing karaoke partner.
derik-the most fashionable guy in the whole course, a little bit metro sexual. Hope can see the masculine side of you.
poh loong- the most handsome guy in the whole course and with a good temper also.
qian-the sweetest girl in the course and the most social able people in the campus.
quek-the most beautiful girl in the campus, undeniable.
cdlim- the nicest guy in course, first choice of many girl.
ks- the most talented script writer, song writer, blogger in town, sometime it take courage to read his stuffs (haha just joking).
siang xi-the bravest guy in course, he is brave enough to persuade his dream. A talented musician also.
a liong-the "dai lou" of the course, gifted in resolving conflict in coursemate.
a chai-the most diligent guy in the course, bringing note wherever he goes.
alan-has the best body shape in course, brilliant person but a bit childish.
mei ting-a shy girl but has the best manner in course.
hooi yee-an independent and capable girl.
diditeoh-a good cello player, a good student, a good listener, and expert in English. Her blog that inspired me to start writing.
pei see-a multi capable girl with the best leadership quality.
choon keat-a necessarily in gathering, the best joke supplier in course.
vry hong-the best course rap, helping hand whenever you need it.
Sandra- the most attractive girl with a pleasant looking smile.
yau sen-mister nice guy, on-call anytime to help people but only applicable to girl.
Chi hoe-a people with its own style, also a good talker and presenter.
Boon chuan- good at dota and good at study. Sometime, a good motivator.
Yih Liang-a good actor and brave guy also.
Feel great to have you all as coursemate.
I do change a lot comparing with the first year of me.
I change my spec, dye my hair, and gain some weight (from 55kg to 68kg and it still increasing).
I have a lifebelt that perfectly hidden under my cloth,
these meat and fat around my abdomen sure would not get me drown.
I do not aware of my change until I was looking back my first year photo
and I am glad that I have changed.
Changing is a good thing.
At least you try,
The magnificent words used to comfort people when they are down.
These words make the effect of Viagra like “lift you up when you are down”. Often it make people feel relieve and no more blue.
However, these words should not be applicable to our self because it tends to make us gave up easily and finding excuse for not trying the best.
In most of the time, trying is not enough. Trying is just a first step in starting a new stuff, later on, 100 percent of effort plus blood and sweat are needed to make it a success.
Randy Pausch, a lecture who diagnoses with pancreas cancer and has 6 months more to live. He delivers a last lecture on “how to achieve your childhood dream”. During the talk, he emphasis on a quote
“Brick wall is for people for not want it badly, but is a chance for people who want it badly”.
So, next time, when you hit your head on the brick wall, find a hammer and break the wall.
Not more finding excuse to yourself.
Difference word used to describe a thing has crucial effect on your mark.
Example:
1) Open the computer
2) Switch on the computer
3) Boot the computer
All sentences are describing the same but difference levels of technicality are shown.
Consequences-difference marks will be given.
For my thesis writing is like building stuff from scraps and trying to make it sound pro.
Let it be seen a lot of effort plus expertise knowledge is put into this.
Generally is called bluffing with skill.
Oh, forget to mention. I am expert in this.
The 4 years of study in university remain well in my mind, is a something that shall not be fade by the flow of time.
The last school that I was attended, um, left a lot memories that accompanying me until now.
For my life after study was not satisfying as expected. I was stuck in the office for 3 years, repeating the same things every day, even on the Sunday, I was called to office to have a meeting.
Fed up with the same routine that keep recycling itself.
Haha. Still a mommy's boy after working, going back to home every week to have a lunch or dinner to make sure my mom has a good look of me.
I have a steady and health shape and it was all my mom has wishes for me.
She praying and eating vege for lunch every day to ensure the god bless her children to live happily and healthily.
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I am feeling I had lost myself in the concrete mist. Seeking and trying each best path to reach the destination.
"I want to quick this hid and seek games." I said to myself.
"I want to step out now" I am telling myself.
The following day I pass up the resignation letter to my boss.
A bit sadness, anxiety, loss across my mind. I was going to change, for better or for worse.
My boss tells me to have a good future and we have lunch together.
The climate of all is that he is paying the bill. Woh, 1st time after 3 years working under him.
Having a last glance of my desk and feeling heavily, I stepping hard, out of the office.
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Walking directionless in the road, my mind all blank. From this moment onward, I was not a typical white collar.
Somehow I feel I cant mingle with the crowd.
Forgetting how I make my way back to the house I rented together with my friends in PJ.
I go inside my room directly without greeting my housemate.
After a nice hot shower, I laying on the bed looking at the ceiling. The old dream come across, "Backpacking to the Europe country ".The more I though of it the stronger desire in heart telling me to go.
I jump off bed and taking out the saving book, I started to calculate.
I am going to where my saving can take me...
this is an informal Chinese poem I wrote in my free time.
First timer.
有一天,
我将掘走整片树林, 不为破坏, 只为寻你足迹.
有一天,
我将走遍整座城市,不为逍遥,只为与你相遇.
有一天,
我将修完所有武学, 不为好胜,只为保你安全.
有一天,
我将练出宽大肩膀,不为炫耀,只为让你依靠.
有一天,
我将读尽所有经文,不为长生,只为倍你到永远.
Do you all have a feeling?
Feeling sad for somethings that is lost in the middle of the road.
When you going back to look for it,
it was gone.
Do you regret for giving it up on the first place?
Life is like a one-way road, we move forward with the different paces and sometime we look back to the furthest of our eye can see. But we can never go back to the place we started.
Even if we got a chance to go back, what we wanted may not be there anymore.
So, precious everything around you.
